Behind The Wall: A Novella by Jane Harvey-Berrick

Author:Jane Harvey-Berrick [Harvey-Berrick, Jane]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Behind the Wall
Publisher: Harvey Berrick Publishing
Published: 2017-05-25T16:00:00+00:00

Garrett

I WAS GOING crazy. I didn’t think I could take another lesson of sitting so close to her, smelling the warm scent of her skin and not being able to touch her. Sitting there so hard that my dick was ready to leap out of my pants every time I breathed. And when she moved, the warmth of her body heating the air between us, I had to press the palms of my hands onto the sharp corner of my desk to distract myself. I’d considered quitting the class, just to get away from the chaos of feelings that could never be returned.

It was haunting, taunting, teasing me. I couldn’t rest, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t damn well think!

I had to know the truth. I had to know if everything I was feeling was just an illusion, just inside my head.

Hudson was watching me pace up and down our 8 x 6 foot cell.

“Jesus, Garrett! You’re giving me a fucking stress headache!”

I ignored him, and carried on pacing, needing to release the restless, zinging energy born of frustration and uncertainty.

“Look, man, if we was on the outside, you’d tap that sweet ass and be over it, right?”

I shrugged. I didn’t think Ella Newsome was the kind of woman a man got over, but there was no point saying that to Hudson.

“Well, we’re in here, so you can’t—although you’ve been jerking off so much, I think I’m gonna go blind.”

“And your fucking point?” I snarled.

“You gotta find out if she’s really into you.”

I laughed viciously.

“You’re a fucking genius. Sure, I’ll just go up to her in front of Wilson, or maybe the whole class, and ask her if she’s into felons, and if she thinks I look good in orange. Fuck me!”

“That’s exactly what you do,” Hudson said, grinning like an idiot. “And before you go PMSing on me, you do it at the end of the lesson after everyone has left. I’ll get into it with that prick Fisher in the corridor—it’ll be my extreme fucking pleasure. Wilson will come outside to break it up, and you’ll have about ten or fifteen seconds to find out if she’s dick-happy for you.”

I thought about it. The idea has possibilities, except . . .

“You’ll end up in solitary for that. Loss of privileges for a month.”

He shrugged.

“Nah. Wilson isn’t that much of an asshole, but if I do—whatever. It’s gotta be better than watching you being a sad little bitch.”

I thought about it. I thought of all the reasons why it was a bad idea, and what it could mean for Hudson—or for Ella—if we were caught. I didn’t care what happened to me—I hadn’t for a long time now. But a kernel of hope had been planted, and I was having a hard time uprooting it.

If she blew me off, fine. I’d just fantasize about her and that would be it. The sweetest, most caring woman I’d ever met. But if, if she gave me some sort of acknowledgement . . .

After that, my thoughts went blank.

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